wilmington, delaware: a portrait
during the first snow of winter
february 2, 2019
by Lisa Krawczyk
1.
you forgot that snow
can enshroud a city. this city
with its one plow
salted the streets
and sidewalks white before
a flake had fell or a cloud formed—
the threat of snow daunting enough.
you’ve never been to a city
quite like this; the summers
blister saturated with damp
heat and the winter winds
bluster. the little in between
is brief and ill defined.
there is no snow.
2.
prototypical city features:
wilmington, de.
stretching toward new england
but never quite being able to reach
philadelphia or the northeastern
woods of vermont or connecticut or
midatlantic baltimore or historical d.c..
dela-where? is often heard from neighboring
states. delaware is a sliver to get caught
under your skin. Whose cities
are shadowed by the surrounding states
and could easily be swallowed
up by the atlantic.
wilmington: pumped and inflated
with out-of-state money.
out-of-state interest, out-of-state
corporations.
3.
rusted water tower, a centennial over
market street’s new restaurants
and white lights on the trees, new
apartments slapped together overnight
for the middle-class apparition.
downtown businessmen who came
in to work on nothing
but their own gain, building
half made skyscrapers
half promises half
the healthcare half
the rights guaranteed
by an amorphous entity
saturated in green paper.
the surrounding area ruthlessly
left with nothing except
young’s, the chinese bodega
and cracked, busted, collapsed
rowhouses—cuddled up,
heating each other—
a community seeped
in self-loathing and love.
stuck in a city constructed
to keep glued.
lost in the maze
with one narrow
exit
and few rewards
along the way
before realizing
this place
consumes those who stay.
Lisa Krawczyk is a current resident of Wilmington, Delaware, as an educator and service volunteer. She writes of environmental despair and the time we have left on earth. She has a forthcoming publication in Lullwater review, and her sestina "Urban Heat Island" can be found in Levitate.
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